• adrian garcia gomez
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  • adrian garcia gomez
  • adrian garcia gomez
  • adrian garcia gomez
  • adrian garcia gomez
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  • adrian garcia gomez
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  • adrian garcia gomez


masculinity and queer desire in rural Mexico


2018 | HD | Black + White | TRT: 9:45

La Mesa explores the intersections of memory, identity and queer desire. It recreates fragmented and romanticized stories of a childhood in rural Mexico as told by the filmmaker's father. These disjointed vignettes are interwoven with queered reenactments of scenes from popular culture. The filmmaker casts himself in the old Mexican films and American Westerns he grew up watching with his family in California. He appears as the romantic lead opposite the male actors, including Pedro Infante, Mexican national hero and the filmmaker's childhood crush. The animations are laid over footage of the old family home in Mexico which now sits alone, slowly being consumed by the surrounding countryside. By centering queer desire in his family's history, the filmmaker validates his childhood experiences while challenging popular representations of masculinity as well as traditional notions of power and vulnerability.


2018 Edinburgh International Film Festival, Edinburgh, Scotland
2018 L'Alternativa, Festival de Cinema Independent, Barcelona, Spain
2018 25 FPS Festival, Zagreb, Croatia
2018 Kassel Dokfest, Kassel, Germany
2018 Toronto Queer Film Festival, Toronto, Canada
2018 DOBRA Festival Internacional de Cinema Experimental, Cinemateca do Museu de Arte Moderna do Rio de Janeiro, Brasil
2018 MARFICI Festival Internacional de Cine Independiente de Mar del Plata, Mar del Plata, Argentina
2018 KLEX Kuala Lumpur Experimental Film and Video Festival, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
2018 Ji.hlava International Documentary Film Festival, Jihlava, Czech Republic
2018 FIVA Festival Internacional de Videoarte, Buenos Aires, Argentina
2018 The Unseen Festival, Denver, Colorado
2018 Queer City Cinema Film Festival, Regina, Canada
2018 Antimatter [Media Art], Victoria, Canada
2018 Festival Images Contre Nature, Marseille, France
2018 CINETORO Festival Internacional de Experimentación, Toro, Colombia. [ WINNER, Best LGBTQ+ Film ]
2018 Proceso de Error, Festival Internacional de Video Experimental, Valparaíso, Chile
2018 VIDEOMEDEJA International Video Festival, Museum of Contemporary Art Vojvodina, Novi Sad, Serbia
2018 INTERMEDIACIONES Muestra de Videoarte y Video Experimental, Medellín, Colombia
2018 VIDEOFEST2K18 Bienal Internacional de Video y Cine Contemporaneo, Tijuana, Mexico
2018 RECIFEST Festival de Cinema de Diversidade Sexual e de Gênero, Recife, Brazil
2018 Rio Festival de Gênero & Sexualidade, Rio de Janeiro, Brazil
2018 AMOR Festival Internacional de Cine LGBT+, Santiago + Valparaíso, Chile

2019 RPM Festival, Boston, Massachusetts
2019 FLEX FEST The Florida Experimental Film/Video Festival, Tampa, Florida